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Sun, 10 Oct 2004 19:44:46 GMT

xoutstars____

please add it.
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Sun, 10 Oct 2004 16:18:24 GMT

you make this all go away,
you make this all go away,
i'm down to just one thing
and i'm starting to scare myself...

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 23:07:26 GMT

Last night was awesome.
Leslie is Awesome.
Meghan is awesome.
Jay is awesome.
Andrew is awesome.
Lizz is awesome.
Dan is awsome. Joe is awesome.
Danielle is awesome.
Sarah is awesome.
Melissa is Awesome.
&Tori is awesome.
& i need/would like a boyfreind.
im lonely.

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 19:07:04 GMT

Ok well. Its been a good week. I havent wrote really in awhile so lets see.
Last Friday: Leslie was SUPPOSED to come up then she died And it was the bon fire. That was fun aswell. Joe is so cool.
Saturday: i think i babysat. Yeah i did. And it was also the football game at which I unexpectedly Ran into my Love so i was so happy.
Sunday: um i went out to dindin.
Monday: i dont know
Tuesday: i dont know this day either
Wedenesday: hmm no idea
Thursday: was a shitty day
Today: today was a good day, lunch was fun today. we played some blowing game. like you blow over the can. That was fun to. Tonight its Tear the Sky at the brewster VFW @ 5 be there or be lame. That will be all.

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 19:32:35 GMT

Today was such a bad day.
Then i got a letter.
And it made it all worth while.
I Loooooooove you

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 00:21:38 GMT

I ____ Katie.
Katie is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Katie, I would _______.
I think Katie should _____.
Katie needs ______.
I want to _______ Katie.
Someday, Katie will ________.
Katie reminds me of _______.
Without Katie _______.
Memories of Katie are ________.
Katie__________.
_______ is how I describe meeting Katie.
The worst thing about Katie is _________.
The best thing about Katie is _________.
I am ________ with Katie.
If I could say one thing to Katie it would be _________.
Katie says _________ a lot.

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 00:50:18 GMT

thursday- hmmm steve came over and we hung out and it was cool. and thats like all that happend.

friday- In schoool me and Lizz were walking advertisments for TTS. Go see them on the 8th at the Brewster VFW. and then after school i went to stay with Leslie for the weekend. When i got to Leslie's alicia was there. So we all hung out and did some switchoard racing down her road. and then we wanted to some guys to make out but it did work for us. so we end up..nevermind. and then steve came over and we all hung out for awhile and he played some guitar.cause hes cool like that. then alica left. ): then...steve left cause his momma called.

saturday- at leslie we hung out for alittle while. went to town and saw vinny! and mat some TP boys, most of which were dick heads, except that hott skater kid Brad. oo la la. then we had to go to Lizz's house for her moms bday. and we told lizz and leslies mom we had to feed my cat [i dont have a cat] and we came and hung out at my house with vinny and steve, who were stoned out of here mind. or something. and that was fun. and poophead steve was like carrying me around in the pitch black up and down my staris. and such. it was a good time. that only lasted like 5 minutes. steve should have brought mike. that would have made my whole night.

sunday- on sunday i went to leslie soccer game in red hook and saw chivy and jenelle!!! and then ate some weird stuff we found on the ground. and lelsie like fell on her face, twice. then we came home gut un poop looking and hung out with dalton and vinny cause theyre awesome. and leslie sneezed so funny. it was like ahhhhplooo. and i got brown stuff alllllllllllll over my pants. which sucked alittle. but thats alright. and then....thats like all that happend. oh then me and leslie went to hannafords and i went home.

LESLIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you so so so so so so much!!!! like x 056873405689748734098570293823589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589023589063425986893434634634634634634634634634634634657604404040404040404040369128571257891257891257891257891257891257891257896-6-6-6-6-6-6-6-6-24771980271278912789127891278912789127894-55-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-69785578957895789578957895789578957895789578963489346893468934689346893468934689346893468934689093434903490349034903490349034903490397379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379379454545454545454545454545454545453367367367367367367367367367367367367357434534534534534534534546846846846846846846846846858585858585858584657567567567567567567567567567567 yeah a little more. and ur amzin' and i love craig that much, sept i didnt get to see him and im so sad. and i miss him.

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 22:39:03 GMT

im really mad,sad tired, and extremly extremly confused. it'd be so nice if you could help me out here.

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 22:32:45 GMT

wow. fuck.

that pretty much sums it up.
fucks probubly not the best choice of words,
considering.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 23:55:23 GMT

I AM: really really sorry

I THINK: well for one, i dont think before i act.

I KNOW: im an idiot

I WANT: you dont wanna know

I HAVE: lots of people mad at me

I WISH: i wasnt so fucking dumb

I HATE: this shit

I FEAR: love and rejection

I HEAR: nothing

I SEARCH: for a pickle

I WONDER: if you'll ever forgive me

I REGRET: so much.

I LOVE: leslie

I CARE: alot

I ALWAYS: disappoint

I AM NOT: idk

I DANCE: in france

I SING: never

I CRY: um

I DO NOT ALWAYS: ugh, im sorry

I FIGHT: alicia. ) :

I WRITE: this thing

I WIN: not to much

I LOSE: well ive lost, respect a freind. and lot of other stuff

I CONFUSE: everyone

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: right here

I NEED: we know what i need

I AM HAPPY ABOUT: one thing, and i dont know if that going where its supposed to

I SHOULD: its not what i should do, its what i shouldnt

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 22:38:05 GMT

Katie fucked up
and shes sorry
and she'll do whatever it takes
to make you not hate her anymore
Shes really, really sorry.

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 00:30:43 GMT

ah, its happening again.

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 16:12:03 GMT

do you remember this.....we had sex and washed ourselves in a bath of french frys.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 21:40:45 GMT

johnny ramone died from nut cancer.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 02:34:30 GMT

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 02:32:00 GMT

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 18:54:53 GMT

You're a black lacy almost see through bra, sexy,
tempting, and seductive.

What type of bra are you?
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Mon, 13 Sep 2004 19:47:07 GMT

today i got pepper in my eye

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 22:13:03 GMT

i have plaid shorts and they are so cool.

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 21:06:44 GMT

dude, im such an idiot. but i fixed the booby lighter. its to bad i didnt get to see him cause went to get some stuff. that was weak, real weak. but i met matt and rob and almost broke a cell phone [not my fault] it was a good time though.

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 19:45:57 GMT

schools ok. lunch is fun. so is social, and social is right after lunch, so its like double fun. woohoo.

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 21:52:59 GMT

"yea hes a nut, but he's my nut"

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 18:30:35 GMT

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
03b. I HATE OLIVES
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've smoked pot
09. I've watched porn
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. Not 18
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, -really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way I look although i would be happy to improve
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular a lil bit
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone only if its someone i want to talk to
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a weekly basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything that i know of
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played "doctor" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy ALOT of country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
99. I'm happy as of this moment

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 05:23:53 GMT

everyones like mad at me.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 18:23:58 GMT

dude, today WAS gunna be awesome. but nope. but its still gunna be kickass cause im spenind it with my love Danielle.